uh oh.......

sudden realisation hit me today.... i am 20 NOW!!!! HELP!!!! well... is it really that bad?? its getting to a point now where its the same every year... its one less reason to celebrate.. another year of feeeling older and more miserable about it... and like every year, the studies get harder... old friends drift further apart and more people come and go from your life. so what exactly is there to look forward to this year?? NOTHING :-(

and already, at this point i feel like my countdown has already begun. i HAVE to finish studies asap.... coz the next step of life is already awaiting. but there is so much to do. so many things to see... so many places to be... will i be able to get it all done?? or will i miss out on those things in life??