sem 1 exams follow up

alrighty.... so here we are..... here and now.... once again... lol... ok well, so the exams were a major screw up and i know i promised myself that i will post as soon as exams finished..... but yea..... i have been a bit lazy lately... and now here i am.... another one of those sleepless nights where i stay up and think.... so yea.... like i said.... exams were bad..... EC2.... here i come next semester... lol... soch raha hoon ki puri zindagi hi change kar lu meri..... to hell with BE...... kuch aur hi karte hai.... as far as other aspects of my life go...... well..... i am still alive and breathing.... but certain things about life i am really starting to hate..... but kya kare..... zindagi hai..... sirf ek baar hi jina hai.... i havent been to work lately either..... but yea...... i will.... from sunday..... i will.... so yea.... stay tuned to see how life unfolds.....

Lyrics of the month -june 2007

my favorite song of all times.... its awesome... from Linkin Park's album: Reanimation

From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture’s there
The memory won’t escape me

We’re stuck in a place so dark
You can hardly see
The manner of matter that splits with the words I breathe
And as the rain drips acidic questions around me
I block out the sight and the powers that be
And duck away into the darkness
Times up
I wind up in a rusted world with eyes shut so tight that it blurs into the world of pretend
And the eyes ease open
And it’s dark again

From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture’s there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care?

In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up

Listen to the sound
Dizzy from the ups and downs
I’m nauseated by the polluted rot that’s all around
Watching the wheels of cars that pass
I look past to the last of the light and the long shadows it casts
A window grows and captures the eye
And cries out a yellow light as it passes me by
And a young shadowy figure sits in front of a box
Inside a building of rock with antennas on top, now
Nothing can stop in this land of the pain
The sane lose not knowing they were part of the game
And while the insides change
The box stays the same and the figure inside could bear anybody’s name
The memories I keep are from a time like then
I put on my paper so I could come back to them
Someday I’m hoping to close my eyes and pretend
That this crumpled up paper can be perfect again

Yo, from the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture’s there
The memory won’t escape me

I’m here at this podium talking
The ceremonial offerings dedicated to urban dysfunctional offspring
What’s happening?
City governments are eternally napping
Trapped in greedy covenants
Causing urban collapse
And bullets that scar souls with dark holes
Get more than your car stole, some parts be blacker than charcoal, for real
This society’s deprivation depends now on our differences but the separation within
No preparation is made
Limited aid, minimum wage
Living in a tenement cage where rent isn't paid
Tragedy within a parade
The darkness overspreads like a permanent plague
I’m the forgotten

In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up

the pressure of exams

with exams just around the corner, its a miracle that i am doing this right now.... got loads of things to get through... man i am gonna be so glad when these exams finish..... coz they are a pain.... anyways, apart from that, life is good as ever.... the day drags by.... work is boring as ever.... thinking of quitting.... but yea.... not too sure as of just yet.... anyways, back to studies....

Laters